Saturday, September 11, 2004

Into Your Hands, I COMMIT AGAIN... My future...

Father God in heaven, I commit my life and my entire future into Your hands again. God, I know I may be worrying for the silly things in life but I worry that I may end up being single all my life. I know You have planned for me the best girl I can ever have in life but it's been four years since I prayed till now. Things are not happening yet.

Maybe You are right. I don't need to worry that much. You have already planned but I am really anxious about finding a partner in life... Lord Jesus, I need a partner who is comparable to me. God, You said that it's not good for a man to be alone and that You will give a partner who is comparable to the man. I CLAIM Your promise in Jesus' name.

Father in heaven. I pray in the name of Jesus of Nazareath, Christ, Your ONLY begotten Son's name. God, You said that I can be as specific as I can in my prayer and that You are a God who see things in details.

I pray that Lord, the girl whom will be my wife, will be someone who LOVES You WHOLEHEARTEDLY. One who LOVES to sing praise/ worship You. One who will be sensitive to Your voice. She got to be a BELIEVER OF JESUS CHRIST.

This girl will be someone who will NOT be YOUNGER than me by Six years of age. She got to be a fillial daughter who is the FIRSTBORN of the family. She got to be a chinese or a girl who knows the language that I speak. Best, if she's a Singaporean but if she's not, it's alright. She must have a heart for missions and for the lost.

The person got to FAITHFUL, loves people, respect elders, kind, loving, gentle, wise, sharp in Spirit, discerning, submissive, knows some instruments, classy, understanding etc... In short, a person with GOOD ATTITUDE with GOOD CHARACTER

God, I guess these are the things I want to see in the girl who will be my wife... I pray all these in Jesus' name.. Amen

Silly right? Well, I don't know why I prayed that prayer. Maybe I am getting impatient in wanting to find a partner. Oh well, yes, I am getting a little... not little... am getting impatient in finding a life time partner. When will the time come? Did I hear clearly from God or was that my own mind playing at myself?

Sigh... God, can You help me with this area which I cannot even control at all? Looking all around me, there are so many who are attached and many more who are younger than me by MORE THAN six years old... How shall I go about having a life time partner? Into Your hands, I commit this area into Your hands. Not my will, but Your will be done God

Am in dept, how to solve?
AXA= about Sing dollar, 2K
NTUC= About Sing dollar 2K
Misc= 2K
God, how to solve these? How can I find a way out of financial breakthrough? My family members are not doing that well. Business in the market for my parents is not growing but is stucked at a hundred dollars or so... at best, a hundred and fifty...

Am working part time, as a tuitor and a waiter. Tuition, I do not know if they are really keen in letting me teach anymore. Maybe once every two months, I get paid... A hundred and sixty. For the waiter job, it's unstable. I want to serve God more than serving people. To seek Him first than myself. By right, God will reward me but I really wonder what is happening...

God, I CLAIM Matthew 6:33 : "Seek Him First the Kingdom of God and ALL Your Righteousness and ALL these THINGS shall be ADDED UNTO thee" Into my life. I pray that Lord, You honor Your word and let it come to pass...

Help me get out of debt and poverty and get into the realm of abundance. Let me be able to go for missions, to help the poor etc... I do not want to feel helpless when I see someone in need.

Father, I pray that my heart will not be harden or will my heart feel numb. Give me a brand new heart so that I can hear from You. A tender heart that will always OBEY You and Your voice/ direction.

Prayers answered
Have been praying for the past couple of nights that my heart be opened to God and always be able to hear from Him and thank God for Pastor Kong. God used Pastor to speak to me through the service.

When I "revised" upon the notes I took, I know that Holy Spirit is reminding me of things I heard during service.

1. Spiritual Hunger and thirst
John 3: 37

  • There got to be a constant hunger and thirst for God
  • Hunger and thirst are built in nature within us. We get hungry and thirsty ALL the times.
  • I am hungry and thirsty all the time for food and water, why not the same for God?
  • What's true in the natural is true Spiritually. So, when I hunger and thirst for God to move in my life; to hear from God, I will definately attract God, Holy Spirit and Jesus into my life.

2. Openess

  • I got to be OPEN to the Holy Spirit. Open to the changes He wants in my life and the changes He will bring about in my life.
  • I must not resist the change the Holy Spirit want to bring into my life. He's a gentleman and will NEVER force His will upon me.

3. Faith

  • I have to come to God in confidence and in faith.
  • "without faith, its impossible to please God"
  • "Faith without works is dead"
  • Faith is not only a fact, its also an ACT!
  • "Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God" - It's obvious that I got to hear God's word. However, I also need to read the Word of God and Pray as well.
  • Prayer is communicating with God. Its to commune with God.

4. Obedience

  • As it's been mentioned above. Faith is not only a fact but its also an ACT.
  • Walk the walk and talk the talk. If I only walk the walk and not talk the talk, I am not glorifying God. Same goes vice versa. I need to walk the talk and talk the walk.
  • Fully submitting to God. It's no longer I who live but Christ who lives in me.
  • Do what please God; Not men.
  • "Obedience is better than sacrifices"
  • Yield to God/ Holy Spirit or Jesus.
  • Abraham, Moses, Joshua, Joseph, King David all the way, to Jesus, to the Apostles, to the present Church leaders are people who OBEYED God's voice and callings.

John 7: 37

Those who hunger and thirst, they shall be filled..
Lord Jesus, I hunger and thirst for a mighty move of Yours in my life. Its no longer I who live but Christ, who lives in me. Lead me and guide me all the days of my life. Lord Jesus, INCREASE in my life while I decrease.

I want to be a carrier of Your presence and anointing. I want to be a true disciple of Christ Jesus, Your beloved Son, whom You've sent down to die for my sins.

Father God, I thank You for all the things You're doing in my life. Let my ears be so sensitive to Your words, my heart, so sensitive to Your promptings and my entire being, so alert in all that You want to do. Speak to me, as in the only way You know best. Direct my paths, all the days of my life.

In Jesus' name, I thank You for this wonderful day I pray. Amen!

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